current plans. current mood.

The holiday schedule makes me feel as if I’m back in college.

I’m staying up too late.

I’m regretting it during daylight hours.

I’m pretending I barely need to be responsible.

I’m eating whenever I feel hungry instead of at routine intervals.

And I’m eating when I’m not hungry at all – just for fun or for community or for flavor or for the sound of a crunching chip while I read a book.

At night, I’m shoving stacks of clean, folded laundry to one side of the bed and sleeping right beside it – classy.

This is what 46 looks like this season, apparently.

It’s this in between week that feels like a holiday but really needs to be work but it can’t make up its mind what day it is anyway and basically it’s all just a mess. On one hand, I lack motivation. Simultaneously, I have sixty-two ideas for what I want to do/write/make/create/change in this new year.

And that juxtaposition of get up and go versus sit down and stay has me paralyzed in the vast middle.

One of my plans/hopes is to revamp this website here. Give it a facelift – it’s about time. Think of it as eyelash extensions for the blog. I want a new look and I want you all to be able to subscribe so the posts come to your inboxes. I want the posts to be more organized into categories so you can easily navigate older writings.

These are the goals.

Thanks for following along and seeing how close I get to hitting the mark.

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